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Tuesday, 08 April 2008

  • Why the sudden return?
    I was thinking of old friends, and hoping that maybe I could find her xanga.
    I was just startled while walking this morning by my lack of memory.
    I forgot her name and her last name.
    I spent my whole gr 11 year with her.
    We parted ways when she moved to a different city with a boy she met online.
    I wonder if she thinks about me

    Do you ever wonder who thinks about you??



Thursday, 10 January 2008

  • It is well

    When peace like a river, attendeth my way;
      When sorrows like sea billows roll;
    Whatever my lot, thou hast taught me to say,
      It is well, it is well with my soul.

    It is well...with my soul... It is well, it is well, with my soul...

    Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
      Let this blest assurance control,
    That Christ hath regarded my helpless estate,
      And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

     It is well...with my soul... It is well, it is well, with my soul...

    He lives--oh, the bliss of this glorious thought;
      My sin, not in part, but the whole,
    Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more.
      Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, Oh my soul.

     It is well...with my soul... It is well, it is well, with my soul...

    And, Lord, haste the day when our faith shall be sight
      The clouds be rolled back as a scroll,
    The trumpet shall sound, and the Lord shall descend;
      Even so, it is well with my soul...

     It is well...with my soul... It is well, it is well, with my soul...

Friday, 04 January 2008

Monday, 22 October 2007

  • sorry

    i still like the comfort and familiarty of xanga

    is it weird that i become sad and heartborken when i see my friends praising God and speaking wonders about Him one minute and then the next they're dancing and singing along to:

    "I'm Jocking On Yo Bitch Ass
    And If We Get The Fightin
    Then I'm Cocking On Your Bitch
    You Catch Me At Yo Local Party
    Yes I Crank It Everyday
    Haterz Get Mad Cuz
    "I Got Me Some Bathin Apes"

    Soulja Boy Off In This Hoe
    Watch Me Crank It
    Watch Me Roll
    Watch Me Crank Dat Soulja Boy
    Then Super Man Dat Hoe
    Now Watch Me Do
    (Crank Dat Soulja Boy)
    Now Watch Me Do
    (Crank Dat Soulja Boy)
    Now Watch Me Do
    (Crank Dat Soulja Boy)
    Now Watch Me Do
    (Crank Dat Soulja Boy)

    This song makes me sick to my stomach. The world has sunken to a new (or not new) low to praise 'musicians' such as this guy who sings about supermaning a hoe and having others watch him superman a hoe.

    (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=superman+dat+hoe)
    ^^ its gross, but this is what we're singing about......... joy. (don't click if you don't want to know what it means to superman a hoe)

    I know I'm not perfect. I'm just like everyone else. I do not put myself on a pedastil of any sort. But music is huge and influential and I know I would feel dirty if I allowed these type of words to enter my heart and my mind which then would finally seep into my soul.
    Am I being too cautious.... isn't it just a song? Should I just chill out and let it go on?
    Are we not accountable to our friends or is it every man for himself? If so, then let me live on an island or something.... I just don't want my friends to be poisoned with words such as these.

    James 3:9,10

    With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be.

    James encourages to keep our words pure rather than mixing it with curses.
    I know everyone hates being 'judged' but I'm not judging but stating what I've witnessed. Seeing my friends know the full dance and words at a church friends' wedding and then seeing them worship God at church the next day made me very sad. Literally living a double life, no?
    Are my observations wrong? I honestly want to know what others think...... in a civil matter. Don't jump on my throat because I really despise this song. I think my reasons are pretty valid.

    Maybe ignorance really is bliss

Monday, 03 September 2007

  • I'm reading a book called "God's blogs: Insights from His site"

    One of His "blogs" talks about how there is a bubble that he really wants to burst. This bubble or wall is the one that keeps people from interacting with outsiders and keep themselves away from the  culture."God" wrote "'Artists who are Christians have a better shot at changing the world than "Christian artists.'  You now have your own Christian stores and books and singers and mints. You have  created your own clothing and music and lingo, and you have isolated the rest of the world. You have built a bubble around yourselves and used insider thoughts to try to influence outsiders... and they aren't getting it. As a matter of fact, they see your bubble and your actions inside that bubble and they hear your words and they are  choosing to not get in there with you. And that is a wise choice. I didn't send My Son to die so you could form a club and dance at your own recital. I did it so all people could see Me and experience Me and understand forgiveness and grace and mercy and love, and so everyone would dance at My recital.... and so I could dance at everyone else's. The world has become dark, and bubbles can't be seen in the dark. Sometimes I want to take a God-sized pin and burst your bubbles                                                            and hand you all a light instead.

    (God's Blogs:Insights from His Site, Lanny Donoho)

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    • Birthday: 10/3/1986
    • Gender: Female
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  • hxchk
    that it is idk if i like it or not it is definitely good for wasting time though
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    how myspace of xanga
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    how myspace of xanga
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